I’ve been away for a bit…more on that in another post. My bloggy self is back and challenged to post 20 blog posts in 30 days….I have 34 titles and notes ready to be developed and published over the month of August as I settle into new and very exciting (for me, but you can be excited too!) work projects.
Some disclaimers and notes.
The gender and hate note: Most of my writing refers to birthing people as birthing people or she or her. I state at the opening of all conference presentations (and try to attach to all blog posts) that this is how I refer to birthing people when I get to talking fast—not because I don’t know or don’t recognize that some people with a uterus identify as non she and non her or him or that some people who identify as her think I’ve lost my train of thought when I say birthing people. I have not (good news for me). While certainly the majority of birthing people identify as she and her, we can be reminded by the expansive language that it’s just not so all of the time for everyone. All are welcome here. We need to find smooth ways of writing and talking that are inclusive and easily understood. I haven’t found one thing that means what I mean when I talk about birthing women and birthing people yet. I welcome your thoughts on this and all related topics. Hateful remarks will be deleted because I believe that we can all find ways to communicate to teach, learn, and engage with each other and hate is not one of them.
The Cesarean Birth Note: Welcome. You had One. I did too. I hear from a lot of you that it is hard when you see my posts about birthing. About homebirthing. Many of you transferred from a homebirth to a cesarean and feel extra rough about it all. It’s okay to tune out blogs and posts that bring this up for you. You will be ready one day, but today might not be it and I highly honor that. My cesarean made a mom out of me and frankly, a midwife out of me too. I didn’t realize I did not want to birth that way again until I was pregnant with my second. I did not get into birth work until after the birth of my third. I got in, not from anger, but from understanding that we don’t know what we don’t know until we know it–and that usually comes along after the first cesarean just like mine did, and people need a welcoming landing spot to investigate all of it. You did not fail, you succeeded in making the best decisions you could along the way with the information and resources you had and you met your baby in an unexpected way. You do not relinquish the work and connection of those 40 big long weeks of pregnancy or the work and connection of the hours or days of laboring or your birth, or the work and connection of parenting now because of this mode of birthing. It is not what you wanted. It can be a time that you can easily make sense of and move forward from in good emotional and physical health. It can be a time of great doubt, shame, and turmoil. It can be both of those on alternating hours or days or months. You might want to understand and reflect further. There is no right way to do this work. But do join ICAN online (free on facebook), share your story, seek comfort from your peers and professional help if that is not enough to see you through. You are seen. You are loved. You are heard.
The VBAC note: Hello! I adore this journey you are on–it is extra extra in the best ways. You should find a lot of resources in your community and on ICAN. Surround yourself with a team who has proven they support this process and approach the use of interventions judiciously–timely, appropriate, not jumping the gun. Join ICAN (link above) if you haven’t, it’s free and there is nothing like peer support to get you there!
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